I could relate. I have “to do” lists can top 100. .. (not productive, I know!). When I am home, something not done always seems to grab my attention, dishes in the sink, dirty clothes, or a late bill. I find it hard to stop and just be: be with my kids, be with husband, be with a friend, or be with myself and my thoughts. I feel like I wasted time if I haven’t accomplished something I can check off and say “done.” I realized being in the moment will never give me that type of satisfaction. But for me, it is more important than most items on my lists. My friend provided me a great reminder which was that much more compelling delivered by since she is struggling with the same challenge.On Mother’s Day, I focused on being in the present. I blogged before about a surprise “Mom Rap” my son wrote. He followed up with another one for Mother’s Day (as part of his power point shown above . . I took a few liberties with line breaks to make it easier to read). Given my focus, I noticed he hit on my struggle to be in the moment.
Hey mom you do deserve a break, everyone agrees. Mother’s day is the time to get that break. So settle down and listen to the mom rap.Yoh! Yoh! Mom you’re the best and you need to take a rest. Now settle down, we boys can fix the house all around. No need to get your hair in a tangle, all that stress will make you want to strangle, yourself, the family will do the work while you read books off the shelf.
And now go lay down in bed, we’ll give you breakfast with bread, and give you all the fancy things you like, No need to argue please it will make your day worse and make you want to burst, and start getting mad! No please enjoy the day .And for all the people who hate this, go run away.
He clarified that the last line was for his brother who as a teenager thinks anything his younger brother does has no value. I laughed out loud as he whispered this explanation in my ear so no one else could hear.
I am taking these pearls of wisdom from a pre-teen year old aspiring poet (that’s my word .. he prefers rapper), to heart. I will “take a rest,” “settle down,” “read books,” “lay down in bed,” and “enjoy the day.” Or at least try my best . . .